aho me bata dauratmyam
yo ’nkam premnaruruksantam
Translation by His Divine Grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Srila Prabhupada:
Alas, just see how I was conquered by my wife! Just imagine my cruelty! Out of love and affection the boy was trying to get up on my lap, but I did not receive him, nor did I even pat him for a moment. Just imagine how hardhearted I am.